still it's cold in my room and colder in my heart , while i am looking at my friend's new couple hood 's pics


she is 21 , just 2 years younger than me but she has wearing her wedding ring on her ring finger since 8 months ago ...
that 's a shame on me !
lonely with no specific programme for future :((


as i come to my own room, as I run the song in order to calm my self down :( , it seems to be rediculous to me m cuz I have no dream to go on with :(

nothing related to medicane course, nothhing to mechanical " , nothing to USA " .

nothing to nothing :(((

just listening to celin dion's 1998 albume" let's talk about love "
specially " let's talk about love " track :(

feel pitty for my self that I can't even cry with
it's not enjoyable to surf on Facebook anymore:(
when you write something on your wall and people kid your or at least mis understand you :( what would be attractive to make you connected to there anymore?

every one has a suitor and I? ....


:(((

there is an iranian poem by Attar:

Attar has travelled all cities of love (figurative)
whereas we are just stopping in the first alley ( of love's city)

Hey helal !

you must get this fact that falling in love with a boy who has never seen you any time , just via some msgs through the net is not a logical love !

you should belive that in this way the only one who will be hurt is you yourself !

be sure that he is enjoying his life in the best way with nice situation he's got in boston ( of course this situation has been gained by his endless efforts = as you know thoroughly!)

may be he has got his own dear beloved and maybe he is going to hold his wedding party in some months.

so ! please please please ! try not to follow silly dreams which may never can come true!