I am not safe in my previous blog any more
I have dout A reads it or not
and there are some silent visitors withought any comment but their presence teases me
so i have to change my career
may be that's the only way i can solve my problem


oh
shitttttttttt
when i have to think and write simultanously in english , i forget what i wanted to say

and mow i have forgotten what i planned to write
ah