15th of shaaban

This is the city where I live in,

and tomorrow is one of the boggest and most important religous celebration which is for MAHDI's birthday

our last Imam(leader) who we are waiting for him to come and keep our world in peace and happiness


Tonight is my most favorite night during the year
this sense was associated with me from childhood since I have seen a lot of girls and boys who were helping their parent to drink people juice infront of their house

and how much I was pleased to be one of them.
a dream that never happended to me

.....
to gather in our yard
prepare lots of plastic glasses
filled by juice and give them with cookie to people


....wowww
how much I am eager to hold my wedding party in this night
Is that possible?
I ask MAHDI to do sth make my wishes come true!

we are in love with you MAHDI

This is the city where I live in,

and tomorrow is one of the boggest and most important religous celebration which is for MAHDI's birthday

our last Imam(leader) who we are waiting for him to come and keep our world in peace and happiness


Tonight is my most favorite night during the year
this sense was associated with me from childhood since I have seen a lot of girls and boys who were helping their parent to drink people juice infront of their house

and how much I was pleased to be one of them.
a dream that never happended to me

.....
to gather in our yard
prepare lots of plastic glasses
filled by juice and give them with cookie to people


....wowww
how much I am eager to hold my wedding party in this night
Is that possible?
I ask MAHDI to do sth make my wishes come true!

My dream is to...

when this dream comes true to me to hear from a native english man/woman this:


How much you are fluent !

I enjoy listening to you when you are speaking english


Is that far to reach?

love in the morning

what can make more pleasure than saying your prayer punctually in the early morning (your first serious of praying) and break your habbit of postponing saying prayers?

that chilly weather caresses my soul , that's what I really need
and the other things I need in that period of time is.....

2 minutes ago ...

I deleted all his pics in his folder at my computer

I deleted his 2 weblog's feed in my gooder
and at the moment I am trying to inject this fact to my mind:

a unilateral love will never work for anyone, a unilateral love is just useful to throw it to dustbin.

a unilateral love is just for forgetting

and I forget it!
I do forget it ! cause i have experienced such as another unilateral love

I started to repeat and repeat : love should be mutual !

love should be mutual
love should be mutual
love should be mutual


otherwise you will be loser

thank GOd

la la laa laa laa la la
ha ha ha
she is going to leave here by 24 hours!

I am sure i will not miss her!

counting the seconds to...

When the suitable time comes to me to whisper this unforgetable sentence to my honorable man :

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
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I LOVE YOU with all my cells

the most bitter smile in the world

I should write in Farsi
But I cant
Actually I should write in Farsi in my Farsi weblog
But I cant
I cant write a bout my passion toward A there because he may read my weblog and that will not be good

Today I went to my university to visit my friends and some staffs of university
E and M had a lot of news about some of the students
I was sure they had information about him but I didn’t want to ask them myself because I guessed they were suspicious about my feeling toward him

Just I started to talk about some of the students who has got married recently like Saba and those who have got good marks at entrance exam

I didn’t expect to hear any news from him by them but suddenly Mrs M said:
Did you know Mr T !
Yes, I knew , some time ago he used to teach us symmetry ; I replied

Yeah
He has got married to one of her classmate here


Mrs m said she was surprised of their marriage .she claimed she was excited when she understood T has got a religious family after lending him book for 6 years! ( she was wrong, for 7 years)

Once S came to us while she was wearing a red mantu( emphasizing on red colour) and said: I have engaged recently about one years ago
But she didn’t tell us any thing about his husband

Some days later he came and announced he has got married to S
We were all shocked about his marriage to a chadori girl that was for about one month ago, she said,



I was just smiling
That smile was one of the most bitter smile in my life


I don’t know why it became so hard to me again

How it looks terrible infront of my stupid relatives when I give one of my cousine a peresent in oreder to say he is just my favourite cousine[ and nothing more]

wired caracters!

she hasnt reached our house completely but she has started teasing us!
how much some of the people can be unwanted,pity and poor!

I actually feel pity for them :(

i have come again :)

yeah , babe. ainally I did it! first aftes a century I could make a new gmail account and make a new weblog here!
ha ha ha! how successful I am!
every body knows it!
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

This is a good start!

cant wait to come back soon