Hey helal !

you must get this fact that falling in love with a boy who has never seen you any time , just via some msgs through the net is not a logical love !

you should belive that in this way the only one who will be hurt is you yourself !

be sure that he is enjoying his life in the best way with nice situation he's got in boston ( of course this situation has been gained by his endless efforts = as you know thoroughly!)

may be he has got his own dear beloved and maybe he is going to hold his wedding party in some months.

so ! please please please ! try not to follow silly dreams which may never can come true!